I'll admit that I had my first and only "moment" of frustration with this whole thing just this weekend. I was holding Oliver and playing with him and thought, "Why him?" Then I thought, "Why not him?" We live in a fallen world with no guarantees about stuff like this. Things happen, even to us who place our faith in God. God tells us we will face trials. My only choice this whole time has been to lean on Him. If it weren't for God, I think I would have had a lot more moments like I did the other day. He's kept me at peace about the whole situation. Even when we were unsure how severe Oliver's cleft would be. Philippians 4:6-7 says "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which trandscends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." I have DONE this from the moment we learned about Oliver's defect. And it has WORKED! God is so good and amazing! So what do I also know? We will get through this just fine. The next few days might be hard on my heart and our little boy, but we'll be fine in the end. Thanks to God!
What else have we been up to? Last week John took a business trip to NYC. My grandma, Mema, came down to visit and help me with the kids while John was gone. We had a great time. Maggie gave herself a makeover with Mema's makeup, which looked like she had a couple of black eyes. And she colored on her face with markers. That girl is NON-STOP!
The rest are just cute pictures. :)
We went out together for Mexican food last night. Both girls were in great moods. Maggie really wanted some of my "pacamole, pacamole, pacamole!!!!" (guacamole, and you can be sure she didn't say it quietly), and Evie really enjoyed the Mexican music. She told us to "Listen to that beat!" and "Tap your feet to the beat!" Goobs.
2 comments:
MAGGIE! What a mess. The shirt Oliver has on in the last pictures is so cute! Is that a dress shirt onesie?? I haven't ever seen anything like that before!
I have been thinking of you guys a lot and praying even more! I've really admired the peace you have had through this! You are absolutely right that Oliver is perfect in every way. I know it's going to be hard on you to see him go through this. The verse you gave is perfect, and God will continue to give you strength through this. Please call if you need anything!!! We love y'all. Call or email or blog as soon as you can to let us know how it all goes!
Tara! I have been praying for your family as you take this journey with little Oliver. I am amazed at your faith and very thankful that you have given God all the glory. What a witness you are to His unending grace and mercy. Please give us an update as soon as you can. Until then, I'll keep you close in prayer.
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